I know you have been under a lot of stress lately. You are worried about managing your time, balancing family, doing school work, applying for jobs and making sure your last two events at work go well.
You haven't been to the gym in over a month, your diet sucks, your not getting enough sleep, and you need to stop trying to control things that you don't have control over.
However, I do know the things you have accomplished thus far is way more then you give yourself credit for. You worked REALLY hard over the last year to build relationships with professionals in the field, and I am so proud of you. You are NOT afraid to put yourself out there for others to see. You stand for what you believe in big or small. Your motivation and passion is contagious. I know you may feel alone at times, but if you look around you, you will find a whole bunch of people cheering you on. Don't be afraid to ask for help, this is a crazy time in your life. Remember, you're in a field where there are plenty of people who WANT to help. All you have to do is ask.
Lastly, STAY TRUE TO YOURSELF. You are a strong, passionate stubborn woman who knows what she wants and won't stop until she gets it.